What is my true essence, I asked, and this is the card that showed up as the answer.
I am so passionate about Love, and was not totally surprised to see it was a whole heart card.
So, I asked the same question the next day. Guess what? out of a deck of cards, I pulled the same card again.
Now I paid attention, and what does this really mean to me, being a whole heart?
This card became a meditation for me. I meditated on what truth this image revealed to me, and found out how much resistance I have had to seeing my truest essence, Love. I talk about it with passion, I share it with my presence in my work, I feel it in my heart, and many let me know how I express this essence of Love in my actions.
Yes, after all these findings and confirmations, I still notice a resistance to claim that "I am Love".
Where does this resistance come from? If I am Love, why can't I say it with certainty, clarity, and ownership?
It's not just because a card tells me so, I see that my life is a reflection of the whole heart love I express to others with my actions, it's my nature and I can't change that. I have so much proof in my life being kind and loving most of the time, that it's undeniable.
This card also reminds me of a question I was contemplating about my teaching, and this was my answer.
- Expressing with Heart my experience is my teaching. -
Without a doubt, my mind surrenders to my heart's knowing that - Love is my true essence!
